Doors

I lost my confidence when it comes to you.

When we talked I felt like I could say anything to get a response now I feel less interesting

I am trying to keep a conversation I’m not sure you want to have

It all feels less certain

I rarely bring myself up

When I do it’s just to continue the convo

But I have to add a question

Without that it’ll come to a close.

A door I’m constantly keeping my foot in or it’ll close automatically

You’re across the room it seems

Indifferent if the door stays open or not

You don’t hate that it’s open but if it were to close there are others.

I guess that’s true for everyone though

There are several doors everyday you make a decision on trying to keep open or not

Conversations you try to develop

And ones you don’t have interest in

Then the grey

Where doesn’t matter to you which way it goes

That’s where I seem to dwell.

But what kind of door it is depends on that person.

We assign value to the doors.

The hope is that you find someone that views the door the same way you do.

Closing and opening ones to try to do so.